I would love to attend the query letter even but I have to work.  :(   Thanks for the invite, though, I really appreciate it. 

Querying is so difficult sometimes.  Especially when you get a rejection that tells you you're a great writer and that this was a difficult decision.  The only thing I can do is review the query letter and the work, and keep plugging, right?  So that's what I'm going to do.  And I'm still writing new stuff.   But today I'm just feeling the weight of the system.  Today is one of those days where I feel:  Why try?  Why not just keep my work to myself?  What if this book never gets accepted?  Does everyone have days like this?  And how many rejections do you have to accumulate before you decide enough is enough?  This is just me venting, guys.  Until another time . . .